Messed Up

It has been a long time I write any post. Things are moving at a faster pace.
Some good news and some bad news and when some very considerable problems in personal and professional life... Too many to handle and still, this is what life is all about...
Sometimes it is hard to balance between both. Just experience a truth which is hard to digest about a person u like the most... I see the way I handle things that day. I relate everything to that and its hard to put down in words...
I feel something like the time will just run back and I get a chance to change everything or I feel like I should have never known... And talking all about this all I can do is forget everything with time and come back to present... :)

We miss a person and we never wanna let that person know that we miss them. I think of many words but when the person is in front of me I'll always be short of words. Hi.. Sooo... What Else... Bye... A few sentences to fill in them... This is how any conversation goes for me.
I wonder what people talk on phone calls for hours everyday!!!

Sometimes I feel so confident of myself and sometimes I feel like I'm gonna screw up everything in my life in few seconds. I think like a Gemini, but I'm a Taurian... Stick to a thing and get it straight forward with determination. I ain't a political man to play tricks. Smart work, yes I do, but not moral-less ways. Ethics first... :)

I don't know where I started and where I ended. Its just messed up post after a long time...